... in which I kill time by the hour ...

Feb 5, 2012

SO. MUCH. STUFF.

My first post of 2012 and it's February. /fail 
Meh, so many things have been happening, I can't keep track of them all or remember even lolz. Good and bad. Geez 2012, I know the Mayans predicted the KA-BOOM for this Year of the Dragon, but are you trying to make me live a full lifetime before the supposed Apocalypse? >.> Not that I believe in it...

Family issues, family issues. Sheesh, when did it come to this? At first I just felt incredibly sad and utterly helpless because people are people and, hence, complete idiots. And some are just @$$h013$, but what else is new? =_= Things were so totally out of my control and power that inevitably all that bottled up depression and haplessness evolved into anger and there were furious outbursts and life just generally sucked. In every possible way. Exhausting start to a new year ... 
Meh, I just don't care anymore. Well, not as much, anyway. I'm still wary of all the negative outcomes that may occur in the future, but at the moment, things are looking up and I don't feel like committing murder everyday now, so it's all good, I guess. ^^

My second year at Uni has started and I actually like my studies now. :D The lecturers are pretty epic - well, most of them - and the lessons are actually interesting. That's a first xD But they grill us harder than ever. The third week has barely started and already I'm overwhelmed with projects, assignments, due dates, the fear of penalisation. /le sigh But I like my classes, so I'm just gonna overlook our slavery xD
(But I half wish I could skip this year; apparently the third years are so free they are bored. Geez. I can't wait till the next year so I can rub that in my underclassmen's faces too xP I'm a total S)

My writing mojo is still fluctuating. T^T WHY, MOJO, WHY? D: This is getting ridiculous now. I've had a long break, you'd think the writing spree would return at one point. Isn't that how it works? (I'm blaming you, Uni, like always >.<) I've tried writing lately, but I'm not happy with what I come out with; the flow doesn't feel right. And I can't write more than a few paragraphs; sometimes, just a couple of sentences. I feel guilty. ;-; 
(And it doesn't help that when I turned in our group's project proposal to my Bio prof, she returned it telling me to break down my "long, elaborate, flowing" sentences to simple scientific ones. Don't do creative writing here, she says. Well, tough; THAT IS MY DEFAULT WRITING STYLE. GET OVER IT D: /melodrama)

I'm a little behind on keeping up with fanfiction, too. Found myself some really intriguing fandoms and fun OTPS xD The rare ones are always epic haha~ I'm lucky there are people that actually write them ^^ Not as often as I'd want them to, though...

Speaking of which, I've lately developed a craving for Yoko/Yasu fics. D= OH NO, THE LAST OF MY SANITY. WHERE HAS IT GONE? What happened to the old me that loved Kanjani8 just as they are and felt no need to read fanfics about them whatsoever??? /bangsheadonwall

I blame this on Kicyu. IT'S TOTALLY KICYU'S FAULT, I tell you D: Not the PV, though, which is just ... no. But their Puzzle concert performance. OH GAWD xD Thank God I got it with subs; my cuz Rif and I spent the whole time ROFLing when we watched it. 
I mean, apart from Yasu's typical "individualistic" costume which is eyeball abuse in its purest form and Yoko actually looking cute in pink, it is like the ultimate gay version of TORN (and let's admit it, TORN is pretty gay in itself xD)

Seriously, the lyrics??? Yokoyama wrote those lyrics??? xD I should not be surprised, but seriously, Yokocho? Are you effin' serious? "What's the difference between kiss and chu?"? "Kiss is for adults and chu is for kids"? "Kiss is the night version and chu is the day version"? "Let's put kiss and chu together, kicyu"? "I want to kicyu kicyu kicyu forever"? 
AND THIS IS A DUET? BETWEEN YOKOYAMA YOU AND YASUDA SHOTA? OMAIII BWAHAHAHAAHAAA. 
And then it has those awesomely weird/cool but questionably gay dance moves and Yasu being all cute and hyper and that instant when Yoko acts sexy towards the fans (which I found to be hilariously disturbing and creepy despite my hardcore adoration for that man) and then WHUT? 
Dancing together under a freakin' huge disco ball and "Please tell me you like me more than that girl" and the totally TORNesque moment with both of them looking in each other's eyes and singing more questionable song lyrics while they place their palms together (Yoko has long beautiful fingers and Yasu's hands are cutely tiny, sort of like Yesung's hands lolwhut) and Rif and I were both like, AKJLDHAJKSFHJKSDFH OMG WHAT IS THIS XD XD XD HURR HURR ME GUSTA~

We still watch Puzzle simply to point and laugh at that Kicyu performance, which is epic in its entirety what with all the lyrics and the costumes and dancing and the whole package xD I still haven't warmed to the official PV, but Puzzle Kicyu YES PLEASE. The Yoko/Yasu-ness of the whole thing plus Yoko's endearingly adorable embarrassment at the very end ♥ (while Yasu just enjoys it all, being the otoko he is).

Eh. I just realised I wasted three paras spazzing over Kicyu. Of all songs! IMPOSSIBRU xD The world has come to an end xD But there we have it and I've lately been spazzing over their other concerts, especially every time Yoko gets all touchy feely with Yasu and there have been quite a lot of those moments if you keep an eye out for them and I DUNNO WHERE THIS CAME FROM, BUT I CRAVE YOKO/YASU FICS D= /killmenow
(And just a wee bit of Hina/Yasu, because they have that running gag of Yasu turning down Hina's invitations to going on a date eating out for years and thereby "hates Hina" and they make a joke of having Hina/Yasu feuds on Recommen every so often and who am I to say no to a love/hate relationship? xD)

Anyway, now that we're on the topic of JE, I watched the 2011-2012 Johnny's Countdown (with subs! LE GASP) and I just generally sqee'd through the whole thing, because it reminded me that though Kanjani8 rules my heart like no other, I do very much like the people of KAT-TUN, NEWS, Arashi, Tackey and Tsubasa, Kinki Kids and TOKIO and etc etc way too many in JE to list, so it was just awesome, watching all of them come together and their collaborations xD Though it amused the heck outta me that Tackey and Tsubasa were "together" in two different locations - TROLOLOL - and Arashi was on a freakin' rooftop (the view of Tokyo Tower me gusta, though) and Kanjani8 was of course at Kyocera Dome, Osaka while the rest accumulated in Tokyo Dome. 

FORGIVE MY BLATANT BIAS, BUT NOTHING MADE ME ROFL LOUDER THAN KANJANI8 PERFORMING NINJIN MUSUME. *dies* Oh gosh, NSKD dressed as a girl with a horrible wig (and lots of leg hair, let's not forget) is always win - ALWAYS - but then Eito popped up dressed as vegetables (*snort* what's with all these Eito/SuJu parallels?), followed by a wild blender!Yoko and could this get anymore WTFish? xD 
AND YES, I JUST AS ADORED THE FOLLOW-UP PERFORMANCE WHERE YOKO SUCCESSFULLY "BLENDS" THE REST OF EITO INTO VEGETABLE JUICE AND THEY ALL DRINK UP XD OH THESE DORKS /CAPSLOCK ABUSE
Zukkoke Otoko Michi <-- always an Eito favourite at shows xD With good reason.

But yes, I very much enjoyed the rest of it, too xD The "new" NEWS  (why you still look younger than me, ego? D: All of them, really >.>) and then KAT-TUN where I realised I kinda miss Nakamaru, like, A LOT because if I had to choose, he'd be my KAT-TUN bias and Kisumai who are just too awesome. DANCING ON BLOODY ROLLER SKATES, WHO DOES THAT ;-; (And a group called Sexy Zone, which was a total WTF facepalm moment for me because SEXY ZONE LOLWHUT JOHNNY-SAN YOU GOING SENILE ALREADY?) I kinda experienced a somewhat similar reaction to V6's "Sexy. Honey. Bunny" xD

And then TOKIO came out with Sora Fune and I went all ajkdhajksfhjkfh MY BOSS MY HERO (it's an awesome song, Sora Fune, and not just cos I heard it at the end of every episode of MBMH >.>) and SUCH DORKS THESE SEMPAI ARE. Taichi is precious; he flails everywhere! xD And all of them mucking about on a conveyor belt ROFL. Ahh Kinki Kids~ Koichi, the man of fail, looks so much like a prince WAEEE ;-; but I think I'm still mildly biased towards Tsuyoshi. I don't even know why lulz

Old dai-sempais I'm still unfamiliar with but heard of - herro thar, V6, I know of the single-lidded eyes!Inohara /bricked - and Matchy and whatnot and then there is singing each other's songs ♥ KAT-TUN singing Kanjani8's "Musekinin Hero" AHAHAHAHAAA EPIC (I can imagine the RyoDa that musta flashed across Nao's mind lolz) while Eito themselves chill out and slurp up their vegetable juice hurr hurr and Kame taking the first chance to fall back and rub all over Nakamaru's chest, the man that just cannot be seduced AJKSHASJKDFHJK No use hiding it, NaKame is my not-so-secret KAT-TUN OTP now ...

I should stop spazzing now.
OH BUT BUT - I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DVD TO COME OUT! KANJANI8'S 2011-2012 FIVE DOME TOUR T-T I NEEDS IT. 
And it's called "Eight x Eighter" AJKLASKLFHJSDKFH I want it so damn much! So far, resisting to go on tumblr and seeing the gif/pic trends, but I'm not sure how long I will last. I hope they performed a lot of their Fight album songs. TWL <-- needs to be performed live. O_O PLEASE.

Speaking of concerts, I'm still waiting for someone to upload Super Junior's Super Show 4 in Osaka that Fuji TV aired - in HD. I have it in low quality, but dammit, I do not feel like watching such awesomeness in LQ D: I want my YeChucky and KyuJobs and Marilyn MINroe and Hae Chaplin and Teuk Hogan and every other good thing - in HD. T-T
(I can whine forever about the concerts I want /le sigh)
Or at the very least, some HD fan pictures from SS4 Taiwan, because shirtless!Yesung is not a sight that is often exposed to the world. One does not simply pass up a semi-nekkid Kim Jongwoon /shot

OK, let's put away fandom. I'm spazzing way too much over it >.>

I started watching Merlin. DAMN YOU, NAO, FOR GIVING IT TO ME. Ahh why is it so addictive??? I'm already on the third season D: My Uni work ... it be affected ... I regret nothing
Ugh, I should have seen it coming. I mean, not only did Nao put the whole "Merthur" in my mind, but I've seen shameless Merthur shipping on fanfiction.net even before this, but I was still swept away by that pairing. Yeah, OK, so I do admit it: How can you not ship Merthur? >.> Apart from all the subtext and just trolling the fans with their interactions - darn, it works. But it's a good thing I like Gwen because anyone that knows anything about the legend knows that Arthur marries Guinevere anyway (though that relationship could have been more elaborated on. Seriously, why not??? D:) But me gusta the snarky banter and bromantic Merthur interactions and you just know Arthur adores Merlin though he pretends otherwise and Merlin is awesome and the whole saving each other's puny asses countless times and all that jazz - meh, it's an entertaining, addictive show ^^
(Though lately I've also developed an interest in Merlin/evil!Morgana ... don't ask me why, but really ... why not? xD Merthur pwns all though)

I'm planning to start Sherlock afterwards, but I think I need to have a word with you, Nao, because I highly doubt the first season has only three episodes ... Are you sure you gave me everything?

Also downloaded the 1998 Shinjuku Boy Detectives cos I found a subbed link and though I already know it's a low budget movie with probably horrible graphics, I still got it for the pleasure of seeing chibi MatsuJun, Aiba-chan and Yoko. Especially a blond, seventeen year old, beautiful Yoko. (Sorry, dipped back into fandom there)

Planning to write a bit more again these days, when the time permits, because I miss it. The words may not flow (WHY? D:) but I miss it. Terribly ;-;

More stuff happened, but I think I'll stop there now. I'm tired and just needed to blog a bit. *looks up* It appears I spazzed more than blogged anything haha xD Ahh well. What's new, then :P


6 comments:

  1. That gif is HYPNOTIZING. XD And I love Kicyu as a song (so cute/ridiculous), but actually watching it results in brain-breakage.

    Does everyone and their grandma's cat watch Merlin nowadays or something? I've seen a few eps but...hm. *likes Sherlock better >.>* The first season really does have only three episodes.

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  2. I find that almost anything Kanjani8 results in brain-breakage xD

    I wouldn't call Merlin a TV masterpiece or anything. It doesn't even take itself seriously. It's just entertaining and fun ^^

    I deliberately left Sherlock for later cos I had the feeling it would be far more epic lulz xD (Only 3 episodes? O.o Woah cool. Thanks ^^)

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  3. Geez 2012, I know the Mayans predicted the KA-BOOM for this Year of the Dragon, but are you trying to make me live a full lifetime before the supposed Apocalypse? >.>
    That actually makes sense! O_o If so, 2012, I'd like me some RyoDa right NOW, kthanxbai. *________*

    *pats*

    Yoko/Yasu. Oh dear. XD KICYU KICYU SHITAI NA? XDXDXDXD Admittedly Kanjani is awesomer than fic, but there are some incredibly well written fic around too. Would be a shame to miss 'em. XD

    *snickers* TORN could pass for homoerotica. Kicyu is just plain gay. Although I don't think you can call anything Yasuda Shota is in, or wears, plain anything. XD

    ALL OF YOKO'S LYRICS ARE EPIC, YO! XD

    Hand fetishism ftw! *_*

    Um, everyone gets touchy feely with Yassan. It's like how Koki is KAT-TUN's collective boyfriend. Yassan is Eito's collective girlfriend. (^_^)b

    COUNTDOWNS ARE WIN, even if Jyanny has been making it a point to take out my favourite people during the last couple of ones. And keep Eito apart from the rest, disabling them from creating absolute havoc, although they still give it their best shot. XD

    NINJIN MUSUME/SHAKE are my current insta-happy, feel good drugs. Have you seen the macros? XD

    TEGOSHI IS A MAGICAL UNICORN. That's why.

    TOKIO~ (L)

    It's like how all the Juniors say. Prince Koichi is cool, why Tsuyo has personality.

    How can you NOT ship Merthur. Really. The writers do it too. They only bring about burts of het #FeelingsFeelingFeelings, whenever they remember Gwen exists, but otherwise, it's pretty much Merthur all the way!

    WHY NOT. Indeed. For that is how fleets are built. XD

    Sherlock has three episodes each season, yes.

    XD <3

    THAT PERFORMANCE.

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    1. Your comment now exists because I magically made it appear. Shame I couldn't spazz with you then, but this made me grin like a huge dork <3 ILU

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  4. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE STUPID BLOGGER ATE MY FIRST COMMENT, ALL THAT TIME AGO AND I DIDN'T NOTICE UNTIL I CHECKED AFTER DELETING THE WORD PAD FILE I SPAM-COMMENTED ON. T_T

    /woe.

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    1. AND I SHALL NEVER FORGIVE BLOGGER FOR SUCH ATROCITY BECAUSE I WILL BE FOREVER LEFT WONDERING WHAT THE HELL YOU SPAZZED ABOUT BECAUSE YOUR SPAZZES MAKE A SIGNIFICANT CHUNK OF MY LIFE T-T

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